Cleaning the Vents

I won't even lie, I mean you had me thinking, but of course not about any possibility of us.., I just thought you would at least not lead me to believe something that was not. Don't worry though the concern is gone and I won't even bring it up to you how wrong you are. You do childish things and I won't attend those types of meetings anymore they're clearly not worth my time. There are better thing I could waste it doing... I can't even say I'm disappointed just kinda bombed that I personally moved too fast. I give myself my props though I'm moving at the perfect pace with someone a "perfect distance" away, as to not mess up anything. I'm very proud of myself and my ability to see the forest for the trees when it comes to things like this. Some people can't discern valuable relationships from the unnecessary ones. I hope I continue to be wise in my decisions. Judging the good from the bad in your life is often more tough than any easy task and of course. I can't help but be a little disgruntled about this small error I've come cross but I will handle it like a big girl and promise myself the awareness I'm due.
Goodness I haven't wrote in long time,funny, something like a bump in the road or something urges me to write. I suppose pure and unedited feelings are just something that can't be erased and must be published into your actions besides, that would be the only way you would keep from being insane. Changing things you don't see fit and things you take note not to be experienced again. Another thing school has been going WOMBO well lol. When the world I think I'm involved in, symbolically begins to crash down I am truly force to look at myself for feelings; as to why I might cry or even smile. :)
Just because things didn't go well today might have just been the way for  me to get back to writing, this was the only thing missing. I can think now that I have something on my mind that bothers me to where I have to vent, that's good right? At least I have emotions I am able to make visible.#RAMBLING