I sit and think what if I was able to have bad days, cause apparently I have the golden life because I'm always smiling or laughing. That's what my peers at school say that , "life as London must be great" cause I always have a smile on my face and "what you got to be so happy about?" Honestly I don't have a reasonable answer for that. Being happy must be something people don't often come in contact with and it seems be more than noticeable when I don't have my gaped two front teeth showing. I like my gap, but I would love to have it closed. I don't get teased about it or anything I just wished I kinda looked like everyone else by the mouth. I hate when people bring attention to you and the differences you hold in comparison to them. No one should have to feel like they don't fit in or don't belong. I especially don't think it should be over something that the person had no control over. I wonder who ordered out my life and constructed it to be where I am today. I know God but other than just Divine destiny what, He's suppose to be perfect and when I take a look at my life and can assume he's anything but. I guess its just what He orchestrated me to be. Why don't I have the control to make thinks as they should be or at least the way I want them in my own life, rhetorical question I know. I really don't have anything to say today or t least now. I guess my life has no inspiring story to write about today. Life was just simple and nothing drastic.
OH WELL... *sigh*
