I'm Yours

Sitting silently supervising my thoughts I submerge myself in my imagination. Drowning, in anguish my tears become invisible under the water. I, so weak and unable to come up for air, sink. Waves massive, bring me up again, accepting the gaseous life into me I plummet to the depths of my sorrow. Fading in and out of consciousness, my mind is unable to obtain sanity. I cant alleviate myself for my own advantage. I grasp a glimpse of vitality and at once it's gone. My mind burns from the flames sculpting the figuration of my body and I'm scorched. Somehow I'm still alive and I turn to gaze into a unfamiliar mirror and my once bruised, bloody, drowned body is replenished. Something recognized as an outside force grabs me but untouched I am lifted into a glowing spring of light were I know no one but everyone knows me, my songs singing so sweetly to me as I am and carried into the plea sent arena of sky to the vicinity of heaven, I'm pure enough to go but not willing to cooperate with the will I imagined, I'm dropped from the height of my high and at once I see you as a face that resembles the king you claim and too I hear you but indeterminable are your words so I deny them as such and although I don't look to be as much I pledge that I'm yours and you don't deny it yet you leave me to embrace my sorrow and torture with watery eyes still visible from the drowning I had encountered in my days of of being yours when I took that leap into the deep in of my uncertainty.