PYRAMID CITY ON MY BACK

I'm back in Pyramid City from the Arkansas town of Searcy. I had fun there y'all. I met a few new people and gained some highly determined haters, as usual. At the end they started to act all nice while all alone they were smiling in my face, dude I saw you turning your face up at me while I was with who you thought you liked. Who cares I'm tickled silly by you. Anyway I learned a lot on the spiritual side of thing as well, mostly about sex though. I kinda get tired of the same approach to things, its draining. Klein and I kinda snuck away to subway one day with a few friend, we got hungry and it was on a break. I don't see the harm. They are way too strict on the rule there. I'm 15 years old why do I need an adult with me at all times? Its not like I'm going off with some guy, I'm from Memphis I know no one in Searcy. Oh there was this one kid who I just have come to know as an admirer of me. After we get back home! Wack Life lol. Just got back home and now I'm ready to get out of Memphis again already lol. That's just life and how things are sometimes, everything looks better in a snapshot, if you know what I mean. Getting to know people is really hard to do most time cause you never fully understand the way they think and feel about things, its so easy to lie and manipulate that you almost have to be alone to and understand yourself first. Which in my opinion is the best thing to do. people also cant except change in life. I know I personally have a struggle with that, I don't like things to go any other way than the way I want it and different is painful.

eNGlANd