Not a Rap but Rhyming Words

"I wish death was a song so I could listen to it every night, push pause every now and then just to enjoy the site, get a new beginning so I could finally understand it right.... I hate life, people don't care about you they think about squeezing you til your brain turns to mush and your blood burst from you veins. They hate you, crave you in the night like weed for the pip. They push you down but dont laugh at you  instead they tell you it was for your own good and you believed them, you listen. Allow the fall again until it starts to hurt cause you falling in the same place. They eat you brain out your head, tease you with naked truths and stories of success. They wait for you to cry so they can come and sing you a lullaby, they nurse you then curse you then turn around and reimburse with the very thing they took away form you. You look at them with eyes above all, so you look up to them, you see them as killers killing you filling you with bitter regret you listen as they tell you, you dont understand but you know your own pain. Like rain they flood you with the lust of life looking at all the wrong asspect of the others who you like. They tell you  they dont have their life together and you need to at look at life not the pleasure but my mistake, I thought life was the treasure so using a metal detector, I thought, would be clever. They feed you good food, filled with poison, have you hallucinating all type of noises and they wonder why you cant focus on what they saying, jerking you off with the sound of peace its more than a relief is like a release of you stress. They tell you to do what makes you proud but dont write, they neglect that that's what makes you loud for all to hear and see you transparently, so apparenetly Im realer then you cause you dissect others for that things you want selfishly."
My sister makes me happy!!!