I never thought that someone you met so quickly coule be so much fun. This is crazy I guess we just really connect. You know when you wanna make a change and your not sure how to do that cause you just can't get away? Thats how I've been feeling, like I'm ready for change but I just can't seem to get it done here. My mom is no help she just fusses, "with good reason " but still you would think she would give me a chance anfd her beginning words contridict her end words. Im just tired, just as tired as she is I suppose, frustrated! Makes me want to cry to think that I'm not good enough. i just rather not know her often. i think she dislikes me somtime, I'd rather her just ignore me than to fuss at me cause her fussing just makes me not want to be around. Idk I do know but I think I would be better without her in all truthfulness. I just don't know how to get out of this situation. Its like I can feel my upsetment when I walk through the door to he house UGh! I hate this, She made me soneone I don't like, but only I can change it. I have to make my own decisions on my own life.Right now I hate life I see why kids commit suicide.
Elondon Farris
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