Motives

Today overall was quite a nice day, something got me though. People are so careless with their emotions that they practically lie about how they feel or how bad they'd like you to be a part of their life. Today while sitting in my dimly lite office, I calmly realized the people I once held close are slowly yet not forcefully drifting away. Its so appalling that one day you can be completely dedicated to someone and the next not hear from them for weeks and seemingly have no problem with it. That's something I might never be able to understand about human behavior although I'm sometimes guilty of doing that same thing to others. I know I sometimes say things I don't mean on purpose but never with the intent of hurting anyone. To me feelings are so important that I would lie about them I would rather not tell how I felt about something than lie and say I felt otherwise. When things are done that way you can't help but leave a person mislead and unhappy about how thing turned out once they are lied to about something so simple as feelings. Guys to me are really bad about that, most time cause they have alternative motives. But oh well I can't change people, but I can delete them from my life and I have No problem if you delete yourself.