Trapped by Emotion

The burden I put on undoubtedly holds me down more than life itself. I sometimes don't know what to choose, being right or wrong, and sometime I just don't care. Things are so much more complicated than they are simple and I promise I'm not going to stick around in complication if I had a choice not to. I strengthen myself to make the hard decision and force myself to be happy in them, I would encourage you to do the same. Things you press on me and talk to me about, are things for some reason or another I can not help you with. Even you know this, but when I scream that conclusion out you assume that I'd rather not hear about your sorrow. You say you're there for me but I usually don't have problems to the extent of yours and when I do run across those multiple times when tears come to my eyes, I hide them for view. We cope differently indeed, I prefer not to discuss my issues with others, but solve them within me personally, that just makes it easier than having to worry about if someone is listening and if they will even give you feedback. I run through fixing my problems, especially the ones that are beyond me, you don't, you want to reveal them to the world and show your emotion through your verbalized words and your oh so sensitive tears that are broad casted upon your face. I write my feelings and for some reason afterwards I feel so much better than I did before. I can't tell you how to deal with your problems or how they make you feel, but I can tell you no one is going to care about them the way you are, and its so much better to keep them and fix them yourself inside. Only you know how to deal with your problems.