9.01.2011

Never the End

Being close to the end doesn't mean it is the end, and even if it were I would never have the strength to say that to you. That would have to be a choice made by you and something you yourself would have to deal with, I couldn't live knowing that something went terribly wrong in your life because of my absence. Silly to think that I so much meaning in your life but selfishly I think I do. I think that if I weren't in your life and I just left one day, you would no longer be able to go on. Maybe I feel this way cause somewhere in me I feel that if you were to leave and be unable to return, that would rip my world to shreds. Weirdly enough we both might someday encounter the feeling of disappointment due to the action of one another but leaving and failing to answer is something that is simply not an option. When you get tired of me I hope you'll just tell me, and that you won't pull me along as a burden in your life, and I promise I will also let you know. The End.

1 comment:

  1. i come here almost every time you update and im never disappointed. youre a REALLY gud friend and confidant and i sincerely cherish our friendship

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