I know for a fact that if I were to go to school or anywhere without a smile on my face people would definitely notice cause they did today. Something unexplainable went terribly wrong this morning before school and I couldn't control the expression upon my face. 1st period was a no no and I was already late so I walked around til second period. Outside face moist from my disappointments, I walked when I came to this group of three thugged out guys that by appearance looked like they would rob you and not get away with it but leave you hurt, one stopped me. He turned and said aye you alright lil mommy? lol They attended my school so, two of the I had seen before but the one who spoke I had not. I replied yeah I'm fine, he said some like you don't look like it, you too pretty to be crying then asked me if he could walk with me. Not really caring I said I didn't mind so for about three minutes he tagged along asking and trying to get out of me what was wrong. He asked where I was headed and I said just walking, him too so we turned around and headed back to the direction he was originally walking then we caught up with his friends. They told me their names and that whatever was bothering me it would be ok, the main guy, Martines made a few jokes kinda flirty lol I laughed and soon we split and we all went our own direction. He made my day and you never know how a little concern from the person you might least expect really helps you feel better. Later I saw him in the hallway he spoke and we smiled and we continued our ways. He was sweet like something I had curiosity about and something that I might not ever experience again, it was lifting. I wont judge a book by its cover because the words inside, is what makes the difference obviously. Comfort is not a blanket or something that will hide you. Its something that will expose who you really are and the feelings you truly feel. Although I didn't tell him what was wrong, just a smile and a it'll be ok was the topping on my cakes that made it oh so eatable. :)
I'm Elondon and this blog is about my journey to a new place within myself, a place I believe that I will be able to see God.
8.29.2011
My WALK
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