A Love Letter.

The truth, unable to be held in my hand and hid behind my back, is exposed. I love you. Those bold, blunt words fall so easily from my tongue and are placed so perfectly onto your heart that even I cant understand the words I spoke. Surprisingly you say them back, but I void them because my fear that you really mean them, pushes me to never want you say them again. With a force I cant really control or explain I hear you, but receiving them mentally is even harder than ignoring them. So I rephrase my love into care and certainty that I will never leave you hanging. But you don't seem to accept that so well. I voice that my care is worth so much more than my love because my love subconsciously leaves scares, but you don't care. You love me regardless of what my love threatens to do to you. I can't protect you from me, so I hide myself behind fancy thoughts and arrangements of words so you wont know how much it hurts me to love you because I don't want to hurt you. Your stronger than me, you love me in my imperfections so you say, but I can not deny... to you I would make changes so you would fit me. No more changes are to be made, I love you. More in love than ever with your flaws than with all the perfection to gain in the world. Love isn't something that's one sided or something that should be kept secret. Not anymore.