WHAT!!!!!!!!??????

You ever had a bad day that wasn't too bad but noticeably far from good. I think I have become numb to my bad days. Not to mention I have a insect bite the size of Jupiter on the back of my arm. Itchy. My mom has become the burning sensation after a deep flesh cut by a knife. I cried a little today, my feelings weren't hurt though. I used to be sensitive to other peoples feelings, I don't know what has happened. Is there something in humans that make them less understanding of the person their around most, or is that just the case with me? Am I that out of turn with the life inside the four wall referred to has home. To me that has merely become a prison,they share the same qualities. JK. OK OK OK I just had a conversation with Joe and he is EXCELLENT. OK the whole spill on my mom is that she feels I treat her differently than I do my dad and his ppl on his side. She thinks I'm always excited to do something with them but not her, that there's always a problem and an accuse for me not to spend time with her. She doesn't maximize her time with me anyway. When I say "mom I'm not ready to go home" that's her opportunity to say well lets go such and such. She always has something to fuss about but when the time comes nothing occurs, in my opinion. I see my dad two weekend out the month that's ruffly like 26 weekends a year and 30 in a good one. I am with her everyday expect the rare but scheduled weekends I'm with him?? WHAT'S THE PROBLEM!??... mY bLOGGER MY thoughts JUST for ME??? that's all I have to say... She runs me away with this kinda stuff...

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