"Uncontrolled"

Sometimes I wish my life was just a dream cause all I want to do right now is cry. My life is horrible, nothing is right, the way I want it and it seems as though I can't make it right either. Everything is out of hand I cant believe this, this weekend was uncontrolled by me I don't know what happened I'm usually better than this, I usually don't let things get to me but today was like the last strike. Grr I hate me!